Life goals.

I want to come to a place where I fear absolutely nothing. 

#lifegoals

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Dream log #??

Last night I dreamed I was working with an art director, doing a shoot for H&M. He went to style me in a dress ( to which I replied, “red again?”) but then realized he didn’t have the dress. He looks at me in urgency and says “we have to go, NOW.”

Now meant me running with him to the shopping complex downstairs, BAREFOOT, to H&M. People were staring, taking video, commenting…  But one woman said, “yo, she’s a g for that”

I think we ended up finding the dress and returned upstairs.

After that adventure, 2nd dream:

Im walking in soho and see an escalator behind some hedges in an outdoor greenery space and glass doors… Leading up into???? I decide to find out. Turns out it takes me to a whole secret elevated space dedicated to sneakers and streetstyle. Think the Bodega facade concept for a whole outdoor main street. It looked like a mix of Newbury street meets a Google or Apple campus; and it was filled with all male sneakerheads.

As soon as I walked off the escalator, everyone sensed I was an outsider, and stopped to look. After about 3 seconds, they resumed what they were doing.

( I already know that last bit was a subliminal from my concious insecurities.)

As usual cool, visually vibrant dreams though. 👏👏

Life-changing opportunities are coming my way.

Today I had the opportunity to audition for CBS! I dropped a headshot in the mail, and they responded, inviting me in. I flew to LA knowing that I was literally flying across the country for a 3-min audition, but hey, it’s not every day CBS hits you up.

The longest part if the process, was figuring out which lot to park in, and walking from the garage through the campus to the right building (and finding the right door to get to the right floor/room… Yes it was a JOURNEY).

But once I got there I was legit there for 3 min, including wait time, into, and performance. It went so fast, I couldn’t even guage how well it went. I’m just taking the fact that I’m not eating myself up alive as a good sign that I did what I needed to do — left everything in the room and if they liked something they saw, they’ll let me know.

“Don’t call us, we’ll call you.”

I also just started working for a media/ecomm hybrid startup that specializes in street wear. It’s the perfect side job to supplement my acting. I already loved the world of streetstyle and I get to produce/be on camera. Not to mention the founder is super flexible and supportive of my acting, and values what I bring to the table.

Looks like the fall/winter has BIG TINGS in store! I just need to book that guest star/costar role right now.

Ready for takeoff.

Last week, I found out that I have a big audition out in LA! I’m super excited and very nervous. My manager wasn’t as excited (weird), in fact, she’s been extremely “meh” lately.  But maybe it’s because it’s just an audition and I haven’t booked it yet.

I bought my plane ticket and I’ll be heading out to LA again for a week.

I’ve also been busy with a few shoots here and there, and things are moving forward with that streetwear hosting gig. He accepted my day rate, and once they accept the contract revisions, we’ll be good to go! *fingers crossed*

Things seem to be picking up for the fall, and I feel like something big is brewing. My manager said I absolutely HAVE to book a notable role on a big TV or Film project this fall in order to be shopped around for pilot season Jan-March. Otherwise, I’ll have to wait all the way until 2019.

Ughhh. I REFUSE!

 

I gotta pull a co-starring role out of my ass somehow with no agent, and not many high-level CD connections…..

Wish me luck.

 

Humanity is messy. People are messy.

Acting tips, bookmarked for my personal reference.

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For artists of color– lifting the burden of representing your race: 

Viola Davis was direct. “That very mindset that you have and that a lot of African-Americans have is absolutely destroying the black artist,” she said. “The black artist cannot live in a revisionist place,” she added. “The black artist can only tell the truth about humanity, and humanity is messy. People are messy. Caucasian actors know that.”

“We as African-American artists are more concerned with image and message and not execution,” she said, “which is why every time you see your images they’ve been watered down to the point where they are not realistic at all.”

“My whole thing is, do I always have be noble?” she continued. “As an artist, you’ve got to see the mess.”

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Auditioning – Leave your ego outside the door:

“​Leave your ego outside the door. Resist thinking about the potential outcome of this audition. Bask in the joy of living in the character for the 10 minutes that you have in that room.” ​- Warner Loughlin

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Audition Slates – Introduce yourself to a person, a human: 

I suggest that you slate as if it were an introduction to someone, not as a presentation, announcement, or line reading. When auditioning, I suggest that you honestly introduce yourself to someone in the room (usually the person running the session) while looking into the camera lens. You should be positive and enjoy introducing yourself. Smile, if it feels right, but if you smile just to smile, it will look insincere. Smile because you are confident and having fun, then it will be relaxed or engaging.Be spontaneous!

Don’t lock in one way of introducing yourself. Be aware that each time you say your name the inflection is just a little different. If there isn’t some difference each time, then you have probably locked into a “line reading.” Add a “Hi, I’m” or a “Hello, my name is” and then your name. This will make it friendly and less like you are reporting for military duty.

– Caroline Barry