Oh hey.

Audition today. Went as well as I could have asked for.

Met an attractive guy at the audition. But kept it strictly professional because I want to meet up to discuss production tips. And I’ve been focusing on me lately.

Good thing I did. Added him on Facebook. Audition/producer guy has a girlfriend.
Phew – close call.

He arranged for us to meet up at this cutesy restaurant, bought a groupon and everything. My best friend labelled it a “non-date.”

New beginnings or old dilemmas?

Contract ended today. Suddenly there’s an issue with my pay. Who does that?

All annoyance and slighted feelings aside,I wish them all the best. Stress, disrespect from a micro-managerial superior, long days, nights and weekends slaving away for a meaningless purpose… can all be put to rest. Goodbye shutdown meetings, my voice is now free again to be heard.

But… with freedom comes great respons   possibility.

My only purpose is to live a life full of creativity. I am a creator and a connector– I have a vision of where I want to be, what I want to do, bravado and heart. But where do I start?

This eats at me night and day. I can’t take it. I just want to do something. I want my visions to become reality. I want to start now.

My main obstacle? It appears to be financing.

Ahhh the inner turmoil and sense of urgency of a creative.

 

(ooh. accidental #bars. Let me find out I’m a songwriter! haha)